It’s up! I finally finished my audition tape for Oprah’s new OWN network — I’m proposing a talk show based on my book, Heal the Money. If you would be so kind as to vote for me, I would much appreciate it. I did my best to encapsulate the essence of the book into three minutes . I’d love to hear any comments or thoughts you have on it! Go here to view and vote!

You can vote as often as you like until July 3. Watch below:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tmioTjobxU

As the financial tornadoes continue, thousands are feeling the wrenching shock of an unexpected income loss. No matter how confident you are in your abilities, a forced drop in financial flow can wreak emotional havoc. Doubts and worries you thought you’d long gotten rid of can suddenly take over the microphone in your head and blast fears and insecurities 24/7.

Who controls the internal megaphone?

Just when you most need your self-esteem, it evaporates.

I know as well as anyone that it’s a near Herculean effort at times to cobble together some self-esteem when you’re broke. Why this is so is a long and winding story, but in a nutshell it comes down to pegging our self-esteem to the wrong yardstick. Most of us have been relying heavily on the capricious voice of ego for our self esteem and ego has chosen money as a primary tool of torture. It’s going to take some dedicated inner work to get money out of ego’s grip and to peg our self esteem to the right source.

But the good news is you can wrestle back control of the microphone in your head and start broadcasting correct information. Follow these five steps to start disconnecting your self esteem from your ego, and tune into your real inner worth.

Step 1. Honor your own feelings
No one likes being ignored. To purposefully ignore someone communicates disdain and dismissal — not very pleasant feedback to receive. Being ignored challenges our very existence and sense of worth. In response, we often clamor to be heard.

When we ignore our emotions, they get the same message. They take it personally. Keep slamming the door in their face and they only get louder and louder. The result: stress, illnesses and drama. Tension around emotions comes in great measure from the effort it takes to ignore and suppress what we deem unacceptable.

How much are you judging, resisting or ignoring your own feelings around being broke?

Listening to your own feelings with compassion and acceptance is one of the biggest gifts you can give to yourself. Frustration, fear, feeling out of control, betrayal, anger, hurt, feeling trapped, insignificant and powerless, feeling unloved — these are all feelings common to the experience of being broke. It’s perfectly understandable, and perfectly acceptable, if you have any of these feelings.

Allow them up into your awareness. Let them exist. Bear witness to them. Acknowledge them. When you do, a deep aspect of you feels heard and accepted.

The trick to learn is that you can bear witness to these feelings without feeding them, without having them consume you, throw you into depression, or dictate your actions. Emotions by their nature are in flux. You do need to acknowledge they exist, but you do not need to identify with them. You do not need to construct a story from them that you tell all your friends and repeat over and over. You do not need to hold onto them — this is a key distinction.

Step 2. Let the feelings go
Once you’ve listened to your own feelings — heard yourself out, so to speak — you can let them go. You can do this from a place of being the observer of your feelings, rather than as an involved participant. Simply “hearing” the emotions in itself will begin to shift things. You might imagine yourself being an audience for the play of your emotions, for instance.

Tie your emotions with a bow and send them on their way

When I was first getting accustomed to letting go of my emotions, I imagined each emotion, each upset, being a small gift I gave to the universe — in a little box with a bow. It helped immensely in being able to let them go.

Let them go because you are not your emotions. They pass, they change — you still exist. As you practice letting them go — and it definitely takes practice — you can let them go more and more quickly. You can become a master of this.

Sometimes, the emotions we’re looping on are looping because they’re masking deeper feelings that we’ve decided are more scary or unacceptable, or that make us feel more vulnerable. Anger will commonly mask hurt, for example. Admitting you feel hurt feels more vulnerable than being angry. Letting one emotion go — the anger — can release the other — the hurt — so that it too can go and the whole issue can heal.

Once your anxiety-provoking emotions have exited, give yourself acceptance and approval. It may feel awkward at first — the voice of ego in your head will tell you it’s a stupid thing to do. Do it anyway — give yourself your own approval. With passionate enthusiasm.

Don't have a dog? Borrow your neighbor's

Step 3. Do something you love
Feed that approval you’ve just given yourself by setting regularly scheduled times to do something you love to do. People often scramble when they feel broke, putting a huge amount of pressure on themselves to find the next job, search for the next opening, submit their resume, go to the next networking opportunity. Doing something can feel empowering, but often the activities take on an anxiety-state panic. The panic is counter-productive.

Defuse the panic by doing something you love. You don’t need to spend money to do something wonderful. Walk your dog — just make sure to leave your cell phone and iPod at home. (If you don’t have a dog, borrow a neighbor’s .) Go for a walk in a beautiful part of your town. If you can get out in nature, even better. Surf, hike, bike. Just clear your schedule and do it.

Notice the beauty around you

When you’re out there, take time to stop and simply look at what is beautiful: a delicate bloom, a towering tree, a lone cloud, a breaking wave. Don’t pick the flower, simply appreciate it. Look as an artist might look — carefully, patiently, intently. This exercise shifts your focus away from the voice in your head, toward beauty and into the present moment, which is a most powerful combination. Magic can happen.

Step 4. Dedicate time to pursue your dreams
People in the panic mode of feeling broke often jettison their dreams. They talk themselves into doing only “practical” things and force out any wild notions of being successful doing what they really love to do. Consequently, they often find themselves becoming more and more depressed, complaining, and despairing.

The reason for the depression here is simple — your soul doesn’t like being ignored either. Money is our current favorite “excuse” for not pursuing our soul’s designs for our lifetime. Perhaps our souls are collectively stamping their feet to be heard, and the money is slipping away until we listen to them.

Giving dedicated energy to your dreams allows your soul to feel heard and energizes everything else you do.

Devote a block of several hours in the morning — before you do anything else — to pursuing your true preference. What do you really want to do? What brings a smile to your face when you think of being able to do it full time? What would you do if you didn’t need to worry about “making money”? Pursue or research that dream first, before doing any “practical” tasks.

Do this for two or three weeks, as a routine, and see how your energy and stress level improves and how many things have simply fallen into place with your “practical” life.

This is a contest between ego and soul. It’s soul’s time to win, but ego is going to put up a fight.

Step 5. Appreciate what you already have
Sometimes when we’re down, we can get lost in it. By spending all our energy focused on what we don’t have, soon there’s no room in our head to even notice what we do have. Perhaps it’s been a while since you’ve acknowledged the value of friends and family who truly support you? Giving love to others is a sure-fire way of finding the road out of the blues.

Send an email to your good friends telling them how they’ve helped you and how glad you are that they’re in your life.

I did this on the spur of the moment recently after a good friend passed away unexpectedly — it was suddenly urgent for me to tell all my friends, especially those I hadn’t been in touch with in a while, how much they meant to me. I was amazed by all the sincere good wishes and thanks that these friends sent back to me. I realized I helped many people that day and inspired several friends to reconnect with their own lost friends — and I felt wonderful for days.

By doing this simple thing, you are giving people what they really want — what everyone really wants — acknowledgment and love.

Create a flowing fountain of worth

If you take these steps, you will soon realize an important truth: “feeling like a million” has nothing at all to do with money.

People who are broke often assume that their problems can be solved with money or that it must feel great to be a millionaire. The truth is, because of its current ties to ego, money often simply masks existing ongoing problems and can even exacerbate them.

Listening to your emotions, letting go of them once they’re acknowledged, putting time into your dreams and what you love, and appreciating what you already have will connect you to what makes you most alive. Ultimately, feeling most alive and accepting and appreciating yourself is the source of true self-worth, and this kind of self-esteem does not go up and down with economic tides. It is an endless fountain that can sustain you through all challenges.

Feeling like a million is an inside job. That is true whether you’re a billionaire or broke, and you can choose to have that strength no matter how much money happens to be in your wallet at that moment. You can give yourself acknowledgement and love at any minute of the day — and ultimately, when it comes down to it, this is what we’ve been looking for all along.

A must watch, in my opinion. As I’ve pointed out in several posts now, the financial crisis is a result of systemic fraud throughout the financial system. In this interview, Bill Moyers talks with William K. Black, author of “The Best Way to Rob a Bank Is to Own One,” and has him explain how the fraud began in the board rooms and CEO offices of the most elite institutions in the US and how our government is complicit in covering it up.

“WILLIAM K. BLACK: …we don’t want to change the bankers, because if we do, if we put honest people in, who didn’t cause the problem, their first job would be to find the scope of the problem. And that would destroy the cover up. [snip]

Geithner is charging, is covering up. Just like Paulson did before him. [snip]

BILL MOYERS: How is this happening? I mean why is it happening?

WILLIAM K. BLACK: Until you get the facts, it’s harder to blow all this up. And, of course, the entire strategy is to keep people from getting the facts. [snip]

I don’t know whether we’ve lost our capability of outrage. Or whether the cover up has been so successful that people just don’t have the facts to react to it. [snip]

If you leave the failed CEOs in place, it isn’t just that they’re terrible business people, though they are. It isn’t just that they lack integrity, though they do. Because they were engaged in these frauds. But they’re not going to disclose the truth about the assets.

BILL MOYERS: And we have to know that, in order to know what?

WILLIAM K. BLACK: To know everything. To know who committed the frauds. Whose bonuses we should recover. How much the assets are worth. How much they should be sold for. Is the bank insolvent, such that we should resolve it in this way? It’s the predicate, right? You need to know the facts to make intelligent decisions.

They’re deliberately leaving in place the people that caused the problem, because they don’t want the facts. And this is not new. The Reagan Administration’s central priority, at all times, during the Savings and Loan crisis, was covering up the losses.

BILL MOYERS: So, you’re saying that people in power, political power, and financial power, act in concert when their own behinds are in the ringer, right?

WILLIAM K. BLACK: That’s right. And it’s particularly a crisis that brings this out, because then the class of the banker says, “You’ve got to keep the information away from the public or everything will collapse. If they understand how bad it is, they’ll run for the exits.”

(Full transcript here.)

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rz1b__MdtHY

(for part 1, click here)

Many of us recognize America has been operating out of integrity. Hypocrisy, fraud and lies have been the order of the day at the highest levels of government as well as corporations. Our financial systems both reflect and drive this widespread disrepute.

But, by the vigor in our recent vote for change, we have put our foot down. No more. We are ready for integrity.

Our clarity of purpose in this choice will determine the extent and the depth of this financial crisis.

Fortunately, even as the darkening clouds loom, we have a palpable sense now of having taken back our government. As promising an energy as Obama radiates, he can only follow the trail we clear. We are the change we’ve been waiting for. Our own determination to make sure that real change actually takes place will be the measure of our generation.

Big time change

To a certain extent, however, the tipping point has already been reached. Change is upon us, big time. Exposing and disposing of all the corrupted financial rot will mean coming to grips with one heck of a lot of change. Pillars we’ve been leaning on, striving for, or expecting to support us, will give way. Big banks and corporations will fail. More fraud will continue to be unearthed — I doubt we’ll even be able to take in the true extent of it.

Saber-toothed tigers lurk around the bend... or do they?

The consequences of the upending are looming as large as a saber-toothed tiger, ready to devour us around the very next corner.

The key question becomes how we respond to these collapses and revelations?

Many will agree with Arianna Huffington, this is a mad-as-hell moment. Do we allow the rising fears, anger and outrage to run our lives and force our decisions? To lead us into violence or into despair?

What can a person do to avoid being sucked into the panic?

Three steps to gain perspective and avoid screaming

The effort of gaining perspective is a large one — one I’ll be addressing all this year. We are in the middle of a time of great change, no one seems to have the answers, and the future is shaping up to be a lot different than we expected. There’s a lot on our plates.

Below, I touch on three critical steps you can take personally to release some of the fear that can eat away at your energy and throw you into panic mode.

Step 1: Recognize it’s a transition to integrity

First of all, decide for yourself that this time is a transition to integrity. The rot simply has to go. To establish integrity, we need to hold our noses and dig up the rot. The fraud-based systems we’ve been used to will have to be completely transformed or jettisoned. Thieves have made off with the loot and set fire to the house as they left. Yes, someone’s going to have to go after the thieves, but that’s not going to save the house. Much of it will just have to come down.

What the new systems will look like, we don’t presently know. Most current “experts” won’t have the answers — they identify too strongly with the current system. And I wouldn’t count on those who got a chunk of loot from the old fraud to be too happy about the changes underfoot. Don’t count on them for solutions. As Albert Einstein noticed, “no problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it.”

On the bright side, nothing brings sides together better than a shared sense of not knowing what the answer is.

Indeed, we need to let go of what we think we know. It is only this energy of humility that will bring the inspiration for new answers.

Coupled with humility, we need to stand firm in demanding integrity throughout the new system. If we aim to deliver integrity, chances are good that what we create will be a vast improvement from what we have now.

Step 2: We are enough to face the unknown

It could be just a CGI tiger from a bad movie.

Second, unpack your fear of the unknown and examine it for a moment. The unknown is frightening because somewhere inside virtually every one of us, there’s a firmly held belief that we are not enough to handle what’s around the corner.

A well-programmed voice in the head tells us we’re not prepared, we won’t know what to do, we won’t have the resources … ultimately, that we’ll die a horrible death, bankrupt, alone and unloved if we go around the corner. AAAHHH! We quake imagining the kind of saber-toothed tiger that we’re absolutely certain is just over there!

But if we examine this fear, we realize we don’t know for sure whether what lies ahead is actually a saber-toothed tiger. It could be a rock in the shape of a tiger… we could easily go around a rock. It could be a shadow of something we encountered in the past, say in 10,000 BC… we could walk right through a shadow.

It looks like there's something in your paw.

Even if a dangerous predator does sit out there, maybe it will be fast asleep by the time we walk by. Maybe it will go after someone else. Maybe it’ll be a bad pouncer and miss us. Maybe we can calmly saunter past it while it’s looking at a bug.

Maybe we’ll hit it at exactly the right place with a marshal arts move we learned in high school and knock it out, if it does charge.

Or … maybe it’s roaring because it has a hurt paw.

Tigers aren't so scary after all.

Or maybe we can charm it with our charisma and he’ll become our buddy. Hey, we could have a saber-toothed tiger pet!

By imagining alternatives, we can coax ourselves into realizing, hey, we may in fact be enough to face whatever lies ahead, even if we’ve never experienced it before.

So instead of spending time and energy imagining the worst, cultivate a calm confidence that you are enough to manage whatever comes. Let go of any thoughts that tell you otherwise.

Step 3: Don’t leap to the future, stay in the present.

Third, bring yourself into this particular moment. What in this moment is the problem?

Danger can also be a matter of perspective. It only looks like she's high off the ground.

Alfred Hitchcock once said, “There is no terror in the bang, only in the anticipation of it.”

Almost all fear is future oriented: the anticipation of future doom, future harm. The dread of getting to the corner and facing the imagined saber-toothed tiger freezes us and chills our bones.

The actual danger lies in the future, but by anticipating it, we experience the doom right now, long before the consequences have materialized.

We become so afraid, the tiger may as well sink its teeth into us now because, internally, we’ve already decided that’s what’s going to happen — we can feel our flesh ripping apart and the blood spurting! Internally we’re already going through the very doom we’re trying to avoid.

So what happens? We can’t act, we lose clarity, we panic, we don’t know what to do, we make rash decisions. We’re stuck.

Albert Einstein recommends, “A man should look for what is, and not for what he thinks should be.”

Our expectations and judgments color what we see in the world. Some say they even create what we see in the world.

To reduce fear, take yourself out of the mode of judging what is, and instead put yourself into the mode of simply observing what is. As the wise master turtle Oogway says in the delightful film Kung Fu Panda:

Shifu: “Master master, I have… uh, it’s very bad news.”

Oogway: “Ah Shifu, there is just news. There is no good or bad.”

www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pwgKPZ2NS8

Do your best to see what’s happening as simply news, not “bad” news. (For the advanced course, try and do this when you’re watching FoxNews.)

Begin to let go of anticipated doom. Perhaps there will be bridges that need to be crossed at some point. Keep your focus on the now.

Ask yourself, “Am I safe right now, in this moment?” Do you have food and a roof over your head right now? If you feel safe now, can you let that feeling of being safe expand?

If you feel unsafe now, can you coax yourself to let go of that feeling of being unsafe, just for a moment? You have the ability to hold onto feelings, or let go of them. See if you can let go of the feeling of being unsafe.

Also start to let go of judgments about the circumstances you find yourself facing. Can you allow things to be different from how you think they are? Can you allow things to be different from how you worry they will be?

Above all, let go of beating yourself up for being in whatever predicament you are in. Can you let go of blaming yourself? Can you let go of blaming others just for this moment?

Can you allow yourself to feel you are enough to handle your current circumstances, whatever you are facing, in this moment?

Use the three exercises to defeat your own saber-toothed financial tigers. As you may have realized, the most important saber-toothed tiger to defeat is within ourselves.

In the events since my last blog article, it hardly seems the same country. We cast a triumphant vote for change that resounded around the world. We’ve been buffeted by the opening waves of a mighty financial storm. And a great weight has finally lifted from all of us with Obama’s exuberant inauguration a week ago. 

As I washed dishes between inauguration events, it hit me, deja vu-like: Obama has the character I’ve been expecting in a president since I was a small girl. Eloquent, visionary, sensible, compassionate … the kind of humble aspect but powerful purpose I saw, even as a youngster, in Lincoln and Washington. 

Ah, no wonder I’d been so upset with every other president — they were not up to my inner standard, not even close. Finally, we have someone I’ve been expecting all along.

A sense of matter-of-factness enveloped me. Okay, now we can get to work. We’ve got a bunch of stuff to do. 

And, just like that, it is possible to move freely. With Bush Co gone, it’s as if we’ve each suddenly lost, oh, I don’t know… 400 pounds. Whew! Feeling much better. (And why oh why didn’t we shed that dead weight long ago!) Fortunately, it’s not a moment too soon. We’re going to need to be as light as possible for what’s ahead.

Each news broadcast this winter has revealed yet more stormy news — the bailout hasn’t done anything to help the crisis, the banks and the Fed aren’t going to tell anyone where our money’s gone, foreclosure numbers are even worse than stats show, the SEC is corrupt and has let fraudsters like Bernard Madoff (former chairman of NASDAQ no less) run billion-dollar Ponzi schemes unmolested for years, while they shook down petty street urchins instead.

Buying a Lexus will help your depression.

Interspersed with the latest news truckload to dump onto the festering garbage pile over the holidays were relentless commercials pimping a bow-tied Lexus or diamond earrings: Spend every penny this Christmas as if nothing is happening!

Talk about a complete lack of clue on the part of these companies. As far as I can tell, the only reason massive protests didn’t materialize was that, thanks to our lifelong consumer-behavior programming, we actually beat ourselves up inside when we can’t follow the bouncing ball, instead of telling Lexus where to stick their shiny red bow.

Well, at least there was that cheery $5 footlong Subway jingle to brighten things a smidge. 

How does a person keep herself from sinking in the face of this sobering bombardment? What’s a person to do? 

That’s the subject of my book, Heal the Money, and it’s what I want to address this year in this blog. 

First, a deep breath. There’s a lot to unpack. 

What we’re starting to see is the rot at the foundation of our system. We’ll be seeing a lot more rot this year. It’s going to be very disturbing — kind of like seeing a wreck on the highway. Do we stop and try to help? Do we just keep going? Do we get mad about the disruption to our plans? Do we get pissed off at the idiots driving 90 miles an hour while texting who caused the pile up?

But the truth is our financial system has been rotten for a long time. The flowing money has been hiding it. 

Just as with Madoff’s scheme, the critical part of the game has been to keep the money changing hands, so no one’s the wiser. Stop the flow of new takes, and, as with Madoff’s scheme, the gig is up. 

"We've lent some of it. We've not lent some of it. We've not given any accounting of, 'Here's how we're doing it,'" said Thomas Kelly, a spokesman for JPMorgan Chase, which received $25 billion in emergency bailout money

This need explains the real reason why the bailout was so “urgent” in September — it was a frantic attempt to keep the money moving. The last thing the people at the top of this garbage heap want is for the people below to stop what they’re doing long enough to take a big whiff.  

This pause in the flow of money will uncover just how much fraud had been driving our supposedly robust economy. 

Unfortunately, our beliefs that our financial system as it was structured would have supported us into the future were an illusion — it would never have stood the test of time. So the time has come for us to find that out. 

Now at last we can clear out what is rotten and build new foundations that can support us where we’re going. 

At the same time, we need to come to terms with the likelihood that most folks have been basing major life decisions around this corrupted rotten system — relying on it for their future — so how are we going to react when what we’ve known collapses? 

Ah… I believe that will be the greatest test of American character we have ever faced. 

I believe we are ready for this test. Within all the chaos, is a gift, if we allow ourselves to see it. The gift is a return to integrity. We are ready for integrity. 

So much of what has happened in this country does not align with its true purpose. Far too many dealings, even disastrous wars, have been based on hypocrisy, fraud and lies. We know it. We’ve finally rejected this path. By voting in such great numbers for the very ideas of hope and change, we have collectively chosen not to continue the old ways.

We are ready for integrity. 

But that also means there is a shakeout upon us. Our choice will likely upend the current system from top to bottom, and many will need help to keep centered. We will need to keep urging the system to transform toward integrity, without letting the exploding fear of change sink us. I do believe by holding firmly to our nation’s purpose, we will create a system that will be far better than we can know right now. But as with every creative process, there is a descent into the unknown, and it is frightening. That’s where we are. 

For the next step in letting go of fears, see the next article to come: Defeating Saber-Toothed Financial Tigers part 2: Three Steps to Calm Confidence. 

This time of bailout frenzy and bank failures has indeed been a time of constant terror whip-up. My friend writes:

Hi Suzanne, what do you think of what’s going on? I am anxious and full of fear, and can’t watch the news anymore. Where can I go to get other points of view? There must be something positive to concentrate on while everyone seems to be in panic?

Indeed, this time of terror production is a precious moment to stare one’s ego plainly in the face. This is the gift in the darkness.

The fanning of fear, of doom, these are the weapons of ego, and ego is the dark side. Ego is the shadow. Ego is the part of us we have let run this world.

Egoic consciousness is breaking apart before our eyes as the Berlin Wall fell before our eyes 20 years ago — in astonishing swiftness. The egoic consciousness that dreamt up these financial structures that we’ve been enduring in the first place, let alone actually foisted them on the world is taking its last frantic breaths.

Ego has held most tightly to money and will not let its death grip go without a fight. This is the reason for the injection of fear coursing through the nation.

But before we go any further, some of you may be curious, what do I mean by “ego”? The way I think about it, ego is the aspect of you — of each of us — that works to put you above or below another person or group. It is the judging, condemning, or boastful, superior voice within. As Eckhart Tolle describes it, ego is the complete attachment to form. I understand “form” as the external, the physical (the house you live in or the car you drive) or the conceptual (the beliefs you hold about yourself and the world) that are interpreted positively or negatively by the mind. When one is attached to form, there is no separation between one’s identity and the external form or belief — you are your car, you are your beliefs.

Money, more than any other form, has been completely dominated by ego energy for countless generations. The end of this road is what is being revealed now: an unregulated, unrestrained frenzy of greed, of avarice, of recklessness, of irresponsibility, of lack of compassion, of blindness and deafness — of madness.

“Enough!” The call of Barack Obama touches the exact stand so many are intuitively reaching.

This “enough” is the voice of our knowing self. This is the voice of the observer of ego, the part of us who cannot stomach what we see. The part of us who cannot live with ourselves this way anymore.

With that “enough,” we have begun to give voice to the consciousness that is grounded in compassion and fairness and community and higher vision. We have called an end to the madness of ego and we have put our foot down: Enough!

Ego is not used to being denied.

Ego, after all, has been running amok for generations. “Who are you,” it booms menacingly, “to say no to me?!” (I hear Darth Vader’s or James Earle Jones’ voice here.) “Don’t you know what will happen to you and your children? You and they will be swept off the face of the earth if you don’t give me what I want! Give me what I want and we will rule the universe as we were meant to!”

Enough! No!

“Then cower in fear as I unleash all the energy of destruction on the planet! Ignore me and it will be Financial Doom of Colossal Proportions!!!”

Standing Up to Abuse

The egoic consciousness is relentlessly abusive. No matter what the circumstances, what choice is made, what achievements, what breakthroughs, what path is taken, the energy of ego will never let up. It is constantly dissatisfied, constantly berating. Even $700 billion, $750 billion, $800 billion would not be enough. There is no amount that would be enough.

The thing to understand about ego is that it is programmed as a lack creator. By its nature, it is never satisfied. It is like trying to fill a black hole. The task is impossible.

But ego has no self awareness of this dysfunction, so it rains down fire and brimstone in desperate attempts to meet its current objectives.

We finally, collectively, stood up and said no to the abuse meted out by this abusive egoic financial system.

In essence, we — by our phone calls and rallies and protests — climbed on top of this virtual financial Berlin Wall — the division between the kleptocratic haves and the struggling have nots, between fraud and honesty, between cloaked dealings and transparency.

We climbed on top of this wall, triumphant — for a moment.

Today, however, Congress felt the pressure of the virtual guns trained on them and down from the wall-top they scurried.

Enough!

They fell for the age-old trick of ego. To make us cower, ego will bring up all the things we fear most. It will try to make us feel like the failures for not agreeing to its demands. You could easily hear the egoic refrain from those pushing this bailout: they blamed those who questioned the giveaway saying any delay would threaten financial collapse — of colossal proportions!!!

Fear around money is a long-conditioned thoughtform: “If I lose all my money, what do I have to show for my efforts in life? How will I survive? If all this is taken away, what am I? If all that I’ve done has come to nothing, why go on? All the dreams and hopes, are they to end? Am I really worthless now?”

For some, these fears are far more visceral than the fear of death itself. Fear of dying can be very abstract — fear of losing all your money is very real.

Return of the King

King of the Dead

There’s a scene that comes to mind from Lord of the Rings: Return of the King that is an apt metaphor. In the scene, Aragorn has to venture into the dark mountain from which no man has returned — the Path of the Dead — and face the Dead Army. This is our time. Everything we fear most, all the past conditioning that causes us to back away from what we need to do, is threatening us. We need to face the fears, face the buried skeletons — the Dead Army — and find our “king” within that is master over what we fear, master of our ego, and move forward.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpI8NtQvP9g

(scene begins at 1:46 into clip)

Our inner king, our awareness, our consciousness, is master over this onslaught of ego.

We are in the mountain. We need to dispatch our egoic consciousness.

How do we do that? The good news is it’s already happening. We would not have succeeded in stopping the first unlimited, unquestioned, unexamined bailout attempt if we hadn’t already collectively said “enough.”

First, know that we have all the power we need to change what needs to be changed, especially the abusive financial system in which we exist.

The world as it exists is not the world we deserve. Standing up for what we deserve is important, but to do this successfully, we will need to heal and undo generations of programming.

What we all deserve is freedom from abuse, of any kind, freedom from tyranny. The current money / debt system has become tyrannical, dictating virtually every aspect of our lives.

It is currently run by the collective energy of ego. As we become free of our own egos, as we loosen the desperate hold ego has on money in our own lives, the efforts of individuals will combine to move the nation forward. Soon, transparent, honest and fair financial structures will become apparent.

Each small step moves the nation to shed its egoic cloak and we will then be able to rise to our promise.

So take one step now to let go of your own fears.

Fear is almost always future oriented and is what the ego uses to put on the brakes. Ego cannot survive long in the present moment. Ask yourself, “In this moment, right now, what is the problem? Am I safe right now?” Often, the answer is “Yes, I’m safe at the moment, but what happens if…”  Stop. Stay in the present moment, in that experience of being safe, and let that feeling expand. Don’t follow the “but…”

Instead, just observe any other thoughts that come up as you might watch a stream pass by. They are just thoughts. Let them pass in front of you as easily as the stream, without resistance or judgment.

Aragorn leads the Dead Army

Certainly there are times when real crises occur. But fear is not a required emotion for responding to crises. Even in those times, one can be operating out of an energy that is simply observant and responsive, without fear, as Aragorn strode into the mountain.

Imagine what this financial crisis discussion would have been like without the fear and desperation. Would we have climbed off the wall and given up on reforms to help Main Street so quickly?

We are far from finished, however, with this restructuring. There will be more opportunities to bring down the wall.

More steps to help ease fears to come in my next blog: Defeating Saber-Toothed Financial Tigers